Archive for July, 2009

I’m So Hungry!

Monday, July 6th, 2009

I have been hungry all day and I can’t explain it: I’ve eaten similar things as other days, I haven’t worked out more than usual, and it’s not “that time of the month”.  I just don’t get it.

How’s a girl supposed to lose weight when her body keeps telling her to put more food in her mouth? I’m trying to only put healthy things in my mouth, but still – a million grapes can’t be good for you.

I’ve reviewed my list of tips for when I feel like I can’t stop snacking, and I’ve tried all of them today, but they’re not working like usual.

Days like this can be so trying. But you know what? Tomorrow’s another day, and it can only go up from here! Right? Right.

On another note, I did my push ups today – so far so good! Today’s total count was 51. It occurred to me that I have done more push ups since starting this program last week than I have done cumulatively throughout my entire life, and that makes me feel good. Also – and it may just be in my head – but I think I’m noticing some definition in my arms. There’s still fat there, but it’s WELL-DEFINED fat.

Dance Your Ass Off

Friday, July 3rd, 2009

Have you guys seen the new show on Oxygen called Dance Your Ass Off? It’s basically a cross between Dancing with the Stars and The Biggest Loser. The “stars” in this case are overweight folks literally attempting to dance their asses off.

When I first saw a preview for this show, I immediately hated it. I got it into my head that it was more about making fun of fat people gyrating than about health and weight loss. After watching the premier, though, I no longer think that’s the case.

None of the contestants seem embarrassed to be there. They’re grateful for the opportunity to get help losing weight, and they all LOVE dancing. I’m impressed with how brave they are to go on national television and shake their stuff – in skimpy clothes – but like I said, they don’t seem embarrassed at all. The girls are all so cute: They’re in their little outfits and talk about how hot they are. I LOVE their confidence! I don’t have that kind of confidence.

I’m also impressed with their dancing abilities. Some are better than others, but they’re all pretty good – better than I am!

The contestants get help from a nutritionist and a trainer, and of course a professional dance partner/choreographer. It seems like pretty equal emphasis on diet and dancing, which is great.

The one thing I really dislike about the show itself is that at least twice during each performance, they cut to the audience or the judges watching. I don’t want to see people watching the dancers – I want to see the dancers! Annoying. I could also do without the judges themselves, but whatever.

If you like dance shows, weight-loss shows, and reality shows in general, I think you’ll like Dance Your Ass Off. I look forward to watching the contestants progress as the show goes on – both in their weight loss and in their dancing. Should be interesting!

Incidentally, one of the things on my list is to take a dance class which I’ve always thought I was too big to do. Apparently I’m not! Maybe this show will motivate me to get that one crossed off my list…

I Didn’t

Thursday, July 2nd, 2009

Have I mentioned that I’m not perfect? I’m often applauded for my determination and motivation and stick-to-it-iveness – and I appreciate the pats on the back – but I’m far from the perfect role model.

Take yesterday, for instance: I had planned on getting up early and going for a run.

I didn’t.

As I was sleeping that extra hour, I decided I would work out after work.

I didn’t.

All night, in fact, I kept saying to myself: You need to exercise. A few push ups is not a work out. Get your butt in gear and do something!

I didn’t.

Some days, it’s just so difficult to overcome the trials of the day – or not even trials, just events. Even though I knew what I should have done, I simply didn’t feel like it.

So I didn’t.