I went to the Total Body Workout class at my gym again last night. I didn’t love it as much as I did the first time, for a few reasons:
While everyone was still pleasant (ie: not overtly rude), I felt very much like an outsider last night. It seems there is a large group of women who comes to this class each week, and one of them is sick. We’ll call her Loretta. Loretta has a staph infection, and someone brought in a Get Well Soon card for everyone to sign.
This is a lovely gesture. However, I’m not part of “everyone” – I don’t even know who Loretta is. For the 15 minutes or so leading up to class as people were waiting to go in, there was an excessive amount of socializing: Whispered stories about poor Loretta’s infected staph, laughter and giggling at the supposedly clever card, etc. I felt very out of place – like a sliced hot dog in macaroni and cheese. Oh wait, that’s delicious. Well, let’s just say I felt very out of place.
Also, I felt far more uncoordinated last night than I did before. In the first class, I kept up with almost everything in the aerobics portion, and just fumbled a few moves. Last night, though, I was a mess. It was rather embarrassing – it’s a good thing no one has a clue who I am.
Otherwise, though, I still really enjoyed the class. This time, there was some work with a step, which was neat. I like that the instructor changes it up – it makes me excited to see what she’s going to do next week! And hey – it’s not like I’m there to make friends; I’m there for a total body workout! And I got that.
Even with the great workout, it’s uncomfortable sometimes. It’s always difficult to break into a close-knit group. I was thinking that next week I should walk right into the group and act like I belong. Just ask how Loretta’s staph infection is. With my luck though, I’ll ask Loretta and it’ll be hot dogs in mac & cheese again… or something NOT good. You know what I mean.
